{"id":11308,"date":"2019-03-22T20:50:18","date_gmt":"2019-03-22T20:50:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/stbedesclaytongreen.co.uk\/?p=11308"},"modified":"2019-03-22T20:53:18","modified_gmt":"2019-03-22T20:53:18","slug":"on-the-dangers-of-defining-ourselves","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/stbedesclaytongreen.co.uk\/?p=11308","title":{"rendered":"On the Dangers of Defining Ourselves"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

http:\/\/ronrolheiser.com<\/a>Given the speed and change in our world today, the oceans of information being given us by the new technologies, the speed with which knowledge now passes through our lives, the increasing specialization and fragmentation inside higher education, and the ever-increasing complexity of our lives, you occasionally hear someone say, usually just after offering an opinion on something: But what do I know anyway? Good question: What do we know anyway?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On the surface this may sound humble and, if sincere, does depict a certain humility; but this kind of admission has a sad underside: What do I know anyway?  Indeed, what can we know amongst all the complexity and sophistication of our world?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Well, we can know our own light, our own moral center, our own heart, our own mystical center. Ultimately we can know what\u2019s most real and most precious to us and this is the most important knowledge of all. We can know what\u2019s ultimately important. Next to the inchoate knowledge we have of God, knowledge of our own light, of our own moral center, is the most important thing we will ever know. Indeed knowing our own center is intimately intertwined with knowing God.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This is something we need to highlight today because so many forces around us and inside us conspire to deflect us from being awake to and attentive to our own deepest center, that is, from being in touch with who we really are. When we\u2019re honest we admit how difficult it is to be genuinely sincere and how difficult it is for us to act out of our real center rather than acting out of ideology, popular opinion, fashion, fad, or out of some prefabricated concept of ourselves that we\u2019ve ingested from others around us. Often our attitudes and actions do not really reflect who we are. Rather they reflect who are friends are, the newspapers and websites we\u2019ve read recently, and what newscasts and talks shows draw our attention. Likewise we often understand ourselves more by a persona that was handed to us by our family, our classmates, our colleagues, or our friends than by the reality that\u2019s deepest inside us. Beginning from on infancy we ingest various notions of who we are: \u201cYou\u2019re the bright one! You\u2019re the stupid one! You\u2019re a rebel! You\u2019re timid! You\u2019re selfish! You\u2019re afraid? You\u2019re slow! You\u2019ve got a quick mind. You\u2019re a loser! You\u2019re bad! You\u2019re good! You\u2019re destined for higher things! You\u2019ll be a failure!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And so the challenge is to be more attuned to our own light, to our own moral center, to be more in touch with what\u2019s ultimately most real and most precious to us. No small part of that is the challenge to resist self-definition, to not picture ourselves and act out of an image we\u2019ve ingested of ourselves as a the bright one, the stupid one, the rebel, the timid one, the selfish one, the generous one, the bad one, the good one, the successful one, the failure, the one who needs to say: \u201cBut what do I know anyway?\u201d What\u2019s the price we pay for doing that?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

First, both our compassion and our indignation then become prescribed and selective. We will praise certain people and things and be incensed by other people and other things not because these speak to or speak against what\u2019s most precious inside us, but because they speak to or against our image of ourselves. When that happens we not only lose our real selves we also lose our individuality. Ideology, popular opinion, fashion, fad, group-think, and hype, ironically, bury us into a sea of anonymity. In Rene Girard\u2019s words: In our desire to be different we all inevitably end up in the same ditch! One needs only to look at any popular fad, such as wearing a baseball cap backwards, to see the truth of this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

How might we healthily define ourselves in a way that doesn\u2019t deflect us from being awake to our own light? What kind of self-definition might help free us from ideology? How might we think of ourselves in a way so that image of ourselves that we ingested in childhood might no longer hold us captive in adulthood so that we are strong and healthy enough to not let, as William Stafford says, a simple shrug or a small betrayal break our fragile health and send the horrible errors of childhood storming out to play through the broken dykes?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

There\u2019s no easy answer, but here\u2019s a suggestion: Early on in his ministry, when people were still trying to figure out who he was, they came to John the Baptist and asked him to define himself: \u201cWho are you? They asked: \u201cAre you the Christ? Are you Elijah? Are you a prophet?\u201d John replied that he was none of these. \u201cWho are you then?\u201d they persisted. John\u2019s answer: I am a voice crying out in the wilderness! Just that, no more!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Now that\u2019s a healthy self-image and a true humility, with no sad underside.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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